August 22, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Final part.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 20: 'I hate the ending myself but it started with an alright scene.'
Photocredits to: blieke !
When you read this, you should be listening to: ‘To the end – My Chemical Romance’ ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Isa started rubbing Sam’s back. He took a deep breath and started telling his story. “Years ago, when we moved in this city, my dad told us, my family, we would live in a violent neighborhood. He said we had to protect us from those people. So he bought a gun. We kept it safe in a place, where only our family knew where it was.” “Okay... But what has that to do with us?” Alexandre asked. “Apparently, somebody out of our family knew where that gun was to.” There was an awkward silence. Everybody was staring at Sam. He took Isa’s hand and finally found the courage to end his confession. “Not so long ago, I noticed the gun was gone... And now it’s still missing.” Alexandre stared at his best mate. He felt a cold pit in his stomach. “And that person is...?” Sam looked up and gazed into Alexandre’s eyes. “You know that a year ago, I dated Julie...” They heard a glass breaking. Apparently Lillian dropped her glass with coke. “You told her where you kept the gun?” Alexandre said, not believing what his best mate was trying to tell him. “No! No... Somebody was sneaking on our backyard. So I took the gun and scared that thief away. But at the moment, Julie was with me... She must have seen where we hide the gun...” Alexandre went over to Lillian and hugged her. “I swear Alex... I didn’t want to... I didn’t know... You’ve got to believe me! I didn’t want this to happen. I didn’t know she saw it. I would never...” “It’s okay Sam... You didn’t know what she would do.” Sam sighed. “I’m so sorry...” he barely said. “You shouldn’t be... It’s not your fault.” Lillian suddenly said. She had found her voice back. She didn’t blame Sam for what happened. Days went by and the two couples hung around together almost every day. One day: “Hey guys. I’m kinda sick of this mall. Can’t we go hang around somewhere else?” “Hm. The park then?” “Ahm. Even the birds know us there! We’ve been hanging around in those places a lot lately…” “Okay. You with your brilliant ideas, tell us then where you want to go then!” “Guys… Guys! Don’t start to fight or something… My parents have a beach house … Maybe we can go for a week or something to there?” “Brilliant idea! See, you have to be a woman to actually have to come up with great plans” “Pff” “Women power!” Isa and Lillian laughed. They enjoyed looking at the boys their faces. So everything went by quickly and they made a lot of plans. The two couples were making their suitcases for a week at the beach. Alexandre was at the mall. Lillian gave him a list of what they still needed. She was almost done packing. She took some clothes and finally, after two hours, she was done. Lillian went downstairs to get her a coke. Suddenly she felt someone pushing her. She fell down the stairs and lay at the end of it. Her stomach hurt so bad... “Haven’t I told you, you can never mess with me?” “Julie...!” Lillian whispered with a voice full of pain. “I’m back... And I see that Alexandre still is with you! Haven’t I asked you something?” Lillian turned around and stared into Julie’s eyes. They looked insane and full of anger. “I consider that as a yes?” Lillian widened her eyes as soon Julie pointed the gun at her –again. She seemed to enjoy how much fear that gun caused to her victim. Lillian got up quickly and ran inside the living room. She tried to block the door, but Julie entered the room via the kitchen. She stopped trying to block the door and it opened again, desperately finding her way out, but Julie draw Lillian’s attention to her. “So where are we going, Miss Adelie?” “Please, Julie... Let’s talk!” Lillian stuttered. Julie laughed and Lillian got goose bumps, because that laugh was not normal. “I saw you packed your suitcases... Where are we going, Lillian?” Lillian didn’t dare to answer. “Let me guess...” She faked a concentrated face. “I think... Heaven?” She pointed the gun to the ceiling. “Or maybe hell?” She pointed the gun at the floor. “I’d love to stay here...” Lillian said with a cracky voice. Julie laughed again. “It’s time to say goodbye, Lillian! Just take one last look at this place...” Lillian opened her mouth, she wanted to scream, but it felt like someone grabbed her by her throat and was choking her. Julie put a finger on the trigger and just before she pulled it, Lillian thought she heard someone calling her name. The next seconds Lillian can’t quite remember what happened... But when she opened her eyes, she saw Alexandre lying on the floor! He blocked the shot and took a bullet for her! “Oh God no! Alex!” Lillian fell down on her knees and took him into her arms. He barely whispered “I love you” before he passed out. “NO! Alex... No wake up! Please hun .. Don’t leave me now... I love you to! Come on Alex! Open your eyes....” Lillian felt a hatred to Julie deep inside... She had killed him. The only guy she loved the most. She looked at Alexandre and saw she shot him in the place where his heart was. The heart that loved her. The heart that she wanted to keep close in hers. The heart that changed her life. And she killed him! Lillian turned around, she had never felt such a hate towards a person, and she knew she would kill Julie... Julie stood there, with her eyes glued onto Alexandre’s body. She never wanted to kill him! She loved him more then her own life! Lillian her hands were covered with Alexandre’s blood. She ran towards Julie, and tried to grip her throat. She was going to choke her! Julie panicked. She didn’t know what to do. Lillian grabbed the pistol. The two girls struggled and fought for the gun. Suddenly they heard a big bang. The gun went off for a second time. Lillian fell down on the floor. The second bullet went into her body, just above her hips. The pain was worse then anybody could imagine. She touched the place and felt how blood was coming out, where the bullet went in. She crawled towards Alexandre and kissed him on his lips. ‘Why do they feel so cold?’ She got her cell phone out of her pocket, with difficulty, and dialed 911. She painfully whispered: “Help... us... been... shot” before passing out. *Hours later* Lillian opened her eyes. ‘Wait... White walls - not my clothes – noises – I’m in the hospital! Oh God.. Alex!’ She tried to get up, but a pain situated a bit lower then her stomach was killing her. “Shht...” She felt somebody laying his or her hand on her head. “It’s going to be okay... Just be calm and lay down!” “Isa?” “Yes.” “What... How...” “They traced your phone call...” “Where is Alex?” “ Still in the OK. They have problems with finding the bullet.” “Oh God... And Julie? Did they caught that bitch?” “I’m afraid she ran away as soon as she shot you...” A few hours went by. Isa was gone, back to her home. Lillian was all alone in her room. She tried to get up, and after 10 minutes and a lot of pain, she finally succeeded. She walked and with every step she took, it felt like Julie shot her again. ‘Come on Lillian... Hold on! You have to see him. Alex...’ When she finally entered his room, she was shocked that here were so much machines around him. “Alex? Hun it’s me...” Alexandre didn’t open his eyes. He didn’t move at all. “Alex... Please, say something! Open your eyes!” A tear rolled down Lillian’s cheek because it looked like she was talking to Alexandre’s corpse. She took his hand and gave a kiss on it. “Please open your eyes... For me?” Lillian begged. It was like a miracle... Alexandre opened his eyes as soon as she ended her sentence. He couldn’t say anything, because there was a tube down his throat. When he saw Lillian, he started crying to. Lillian felt uncomfortable. There was a weird, tragic atmosphere in this room. She had the feeling something was wrong, besides that Alexandre was connected to all those machines. He pulled his hand away from Lillian’s and formed with his other hand a heart. Then he pointed at Lillian. “I love you to...” Lillian whispered, while tears still were rolling down her cheeks. ‘He can’t do this... Not now! We still have so much things to do... He can’t ...’ Alexandre started to cry hysterical and he widened his eyes. He tried to scream, but with the tube down his throat he felt more pain. He grabbed Lillian’s hand and squeezed in it. With eyes full of pain and tears he looked at her. “NO! Fight back! Don’t you take goodbye from me! Not now Alex!! NOT NOW!” Lillian screamed. “I-ian...” Alexandre tried to say her name... His throat hurt due to that tube... He touched her face with his one hand and hold her hand with his others. He whiped some tears. “No... I can’t live without you! Don’t you tell me not to cry about you... I don’t want to go to your funeral ... Alex... Please...!” He looked into her eyes. She saw they were full of sorrow and that they were desperate. He brought his hand to his heart and pointed again at her. His other hand was still touching her face. Suddenly his hand fell down, his eyes closed and a machine behind his started making weird noises. Lillian started screaming. Two doctors ran into his room. Lillian backed away from Alexandre’s bed and collapsed in a corner of his room. A nurse walked to wards her and picked her up. Lillian was lying in her hospital bed. ‘Why...?’ She knew this was Alexandre’s end. He said goodbye to her. Deep inside she was torn apart. She didn’t know how she could go on without his gentle voice, his touches, his sparkling eyes telling her everything would be okay... ‘But this time nothing will be okay... He isn’t here anymore...’ Lillian couldn’t believe it. She didn’t want to believe it. ‘But I can’t be in a denial... I saw him die.. He died by my hand...’ She laid her hand on her face. The place where Alexandre touched her for the last time. ‘There was still so much I wanted to tell him. I can’t kiss him anymore... I even couldn’t kiss him goodbye... Oh Alex. Why did you leave this soon. Why did we have to say goodbye? Why… ?’ Her pillow was wet from her tears. Suddenly a doctor entered the room. “Are you here to tell me he’s dead? I know that already...” “Uh... No, I’m here for you.” Lillian turned around and looked at him, confused, but still crying. “I’m here to tell you the bullet went straight through your womb.” “So?” “I’m sorry, Miss Adelie, but you lost your baby. That’s why you’re still bleeding vaginal.” It felt like somebody slapped Lillian in the face. “But... I wasn’t... I can’t be...” “You were pregnant.” “But I took the birthcontrolpill...” “Did you take it constantly?” “Yes.” “And you didn’t menstruate in months?” “No.” “That would explain a lot.” Lillian turned her back to the doctor. ‘I was pregnant... I carried Alexandre’s baby...’ She cried like she never did before. She curled up in a ball, with her hands on her belly. That day there didn’t die two human beings, but two people and one soul.
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August 20, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 19.Heart – Shaped box. Part 19: When everything feels like the movies...  When you read this, you should be listening to: Seed – The Academy Is… ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “As I hold her close in my arms she mumbled something about a gun”“What gun?” She looked at Alexandre and burst out in tears. “Oh hun” She hold tight onto Alexandre when he tried to get her up. He gentle pushed her into the couch and sat next to her. She told him what happened only 10 minutes ago. With every word, his eyes widened. When she told him that Julie pointed a gun at her, he grabbed her hand and squeezed it. “I never knew Julie was capable doing such things.” ‘This is all my fault... I was so stupid to believe I loved her...’ He thought of things they could do. Tears still rolled down Lillian’s cheeks. He knew that he wouldn’t leave Lillian alone, not even for a second! “Maybe we can call the police?” he suggested. “Do you think they would believe us?” “I don’t know...” “We’re both 16. I don’t think they would believe two teenagers. Every word we’re saying sounds ridiculous to them.” Lillian said, somehow a bit mad. Alexandre clenched his fists. ‘There must be a way to protect her.’ He chucked into the sofa. “It feels like we’re caught in a bad action movie...” Alexandre said desperate. -------------------- * A week later * Isa looked at Sam. He looked so different... His face was pale and she noticed he lost some weight. “Sam? Is there something wrong?” She said, while she tried to look into his eyes. “No... No love.” He said. He avoided her attempt to make eye-contact. “Are you sure? You look... concerned about something.” “I said NO!” He brutally said. Isa scared of the tone in his voice. She had never seen him so tensed. He nervously looked around. She remarked that he stared at everybody who passed by. It looked like he was searched for a reason to accuse them of something. “I’m gone” Isa said, interrupting the silence. She took her bag and quickly went to her car, not saying or kissing Sam goodbye. Not even looking at him. She didn’t know what was wrong with him. ‘But if he keeps on acting like that, not like the Sam I fell in love with, I don’t want to go any further with him. He’s acting like a jerk. And that all week. But the thing that’s haunting me the most is that... He keeps something away from me. He hides something from me. And I can’t stand it.’ They were close to a break-up... * That evening * “Isa”“Isa... It’s Sam here.” “Oh you” she said. “I’m sorry Isa... I wasn’t myself this noon...” “Oh serious?”“Isa please...” “You’re hiding something from me. And I don’t like it, Sam.” “Yes.” Isa was blasted away. She’d never expected that he would hide something from here. Or admit it that easy. And by hearing his voice, she knew it was something serious! “Please ... Let me explain!” Isa sighed. “Can you be here in 10 minutes?”“I’ll be there!” He ended the conversation and ran to his car. He knew it wouldn’t be easy to tell her the story. Although it hadn’t to do anything with Isa... She sat on the porch of her house when Sam arrived. When he walked towards her she saw that he still looked the same as that noon –except for his eyes. They were soft looking into hers. He hugged her tightly and they sat down. “What’s going on Sam?”“I’ve done something very stupid, Isa...” -------------------- Alexandre looked at Lillian. That day they bought an alarm for burglars and somebody replaced the locks on the door. But they couldn’t help it. They felt haunted. Every movement, every shadow, every sound outside could be Julie. As soon as Lillian saw or heard anything, she screamed and Alexandre ran to the sound of her screams. He hated to see her that way. She barely ate something and lost some pounds. As weeks went by, they started to feel comfortable again. When they dared to get out of the house again, Lillian was sick and threw up... But a week later she was better. Alexandre enjoyed how she ate again. And the pounds she lost, she gained again. They made again long walks and had fun in the park. Lillian and Alexandre had romantic times again. It was just like nothing happened... Nobody had seen Julie the past couple of weeks. Some people said she was missing because she jumped from the bridge, into the river. Others said that she moved to -------------------- “You have to tell them!”“I can’t! Alexandre would kill me!” Isa and Sam had an argument. “It wasn’t your fault!” Isa replied. “Please Isa... I can’t!” Sam looked desperate. “You’ve been hiding this weeks from them... I’ve been hiding it to. Trust me when I tell you Alexandre won’t kill you.” “I don’t want to lose him! He’s my best friend” Sam whispered. “I’ll help you telling them. I’ll explain the situation when they don’t understand. But please love, you have to tell them!” “Okay...” Sam sighed after a silence. “But you’re coming with me, right?” “Yes.” -------------------- “Isa, Sam!” “Hello.” “Come in!” Isa and Sam entered the living room. They sat down in the couch when Sam seriously said he had to confess something. Alexandre looked at him, confused because his friend was so nervous. “Okay. Before I start my story I want you to know this: it was never my intention ... I never wanted this to...” Sam sighed. “Please stay my friends after this... I know I’m stupid and I would completely understand if you’d want to kill me but...” “Sam” Alexandre laughed. “Cool down mate. We won’t kill you. Just tell us” He said with still a grin on his face. ‘Is he joking or something?’---------------------------------------------------------------------------------edit-Thanks buzznet for messing up my layout -_-'
Posted on 08/20/2007 5:25 AM Comments (7)
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Heart - Shaped Box. Part 18.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 18: “When a jealous (wo)man finds a gun.”
When you read this you should be listening to: ‘Flying at tree level – Brand New’ ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Lil, hun!” Somewhere in the distance, Lillian heard someone calling her name. “Yes?” She whispered. “Wake up love.” She opened her eyes. Lillian was still in the plane. She gazed into two blue and sparkling eyes. “Alex?” She was a bit groggy. She brought her hand to her head and tried to sit up. “The plane is already empty. We’ve got to go now.” Just then she noticed that there were no people left on the plane, except for her, Alexandre and an air hostess. She got up, a bit wavering. Alexandre grabbed her when she stumbled and almost fell. “Watch out! What’s wrong?” “I-I don’t know...” She still whispered. “O-kay...” Alexandre said while looking at her in a concerned way. They both stumbled their way to the exit. Lillian felt slightly her head hurt. ‘What is going on with me? Why am I this weak?’ When Alexandre set foot on the floor her turned around, took Lillian her hand and said: “Bienvenu à Paris, Mademoiselle.” Lillian giggled. She never knew that he could talk French and that it sounded so exotic. Ànd sexy. “Thanks... I guess” she said with a small smirk. “What did you say?” “Welcome in “Oh... Cool!” “Are you okay?” “Yes I guess...” “I couldn’t wake you up in the plane.” “Yeah... It was and still is weird for me to. I still feel a bit dizzy in my head” She said with a weird grin around her lips. “Now where do we have to go?” Alexandre quickly changed the subject, because he wanted to forget this weird occurrence. “Oh... Uhm... My dad said he would be waiting in this restaurant called ‘Bon Appetit’, I think.” “And where is that?” “I don’t know. Somewhere in this terminal I think. Let’s search for a map or something. Or ask one of the people who work here...” “Okay.” Lillian started to feel better and it felt like she could think straight again. -------------------- Isa was on the phone with Sam. “I’m so sorry of yesterday... My parents are so annoying...” “Oh no, it’s okay sweetie! I wanted to come, remember?” “Yeah... But still.” “Wait till you see my parents. They are nuts!” Isa smirked. “So when am I going to see you again?” “Uhh... Tomorrow my parents obliged me to go with them to an aunt of my mom or something.” “The day after tomorrow?” “Yep. I’m free then.” “2PM in the mall?” “Okay.” “See you then love!” “Can’t wait.” “Love you. Bye!” “Love you to!” She threw down the telephone. “So was that Sam?” Isa turned around quickly when her dad startled her. “Yes that was him. And how long have you been standing behind my door?” “Oh Isa...” “What? I don’t think it’s okay to sneak behind my back and listen to my phone calls. Don’t you trust me or something? It’s not that I’m going to endanger myself... I’m not stupid you know!” she raged. “I don’t sneak behind your back, silly child! It was just a question!” She slammed her bedroom door and Isa could hear he went down the stairs. It was like he stamped on every step that hard that she had to hear it. Isa sighed and felt stupid for yelling at her dad. -------------------- “Ooooh...” “What?” Alexandre said, concerned. He didn’t like Lillian’s facial expression. He’d never seen her like this before, so he was scared something seriously wasn’t right. “I took a pill on a plane...” “W-What?” Alexandre stuttered. He was still in confusion and wondered what a pill had to do with their walk through the terminal... “Yes! Now I remember. You told me to sleep... But I was still so frightened so I took one or maybe two sleeping pills.” “So that’s why you fell asleep so soon. And I couldn’t wake you up was, because the pills hadn’t worn of!” “Yes, I guess. But it turned out that the pills have the wrong effect on me afterwards.” “Could you please tell me things like that before you do it the next time?” “Yes... I’m sorry!” “Oh hun.” He took her in his arms. “Oh! Look over there! There’s your dad!” Lillian turned around quickly. “DAD!” She ran towards him and almost jumped into his arms. “Woow... Somebody did miss me!” “Would you ever doubt about that?” “Ah no pumpkin pie!” “Buh... Don’t you start with that name. I’m all grown up now.” “But still my pumpkin pie!” “Daaaad!!” Alexandre looked at them, smiling. “So you brought Alexandre with you!” “Yes.” “Hello Sir.” “Oh come on Alex! Stop with that sir-thing! How many times more do I have to tell you that you can call me Frank!” “Okay then... Hello Frank!” “Well that’s better. So it’s almost time to introduce to you the women I left you for!” “She’d better be good!” Lillian said, laughing. They stepped into the car. “Oh and have I mentioned that Alexandre and I are a couple now?” “Seriously?” “Do you want to see us kiss as a proof maybe?” Lillian defiant said. “No no! I always knew you two would fall for each others charms!” He said, grinning. Behind his back, Lillian rolled with her eyes so Alexandre laughed. “What’s so funny?” “Nothing... Nothing!” Lillian said. After driving an hour, they arrived at a cottage, in the middle of nowhere... “It’s so beautiful over here! And you live in such a beautiful cottage!” Lillian said, exited. The door opened and a women with brown, curly hair stepped outside. Lillian looked at her and thought the women resembled a bit like her mom. “Bonjour Lillian. It’s nice to meet you” She said, with a heavy French accent. “Hello! It’s nice to meet you to!” “So this is Marianne! Marianne, ici c’est ma fille. Elle adore ton maison!” “Aah... Elle est trés jolie! Elle a tes yeux, tu “Merci. Je suis trés fière d’elle...” Lillian stared at them, not understanding a word that came from their mouths. It was weird to hear her dad speaking French. But she liked it anyway. It was nice to see him so happy here. As days went by, Lillian and Alexandre had an amazing time in “I thought you never would come home.” Lillian scared and turned around quickly. “Julie, what in hell are you doing here?” Julie gave her a fake smile. “And what’s the bitch doing here anyway?” Lillian said. “It’s my time to call you a bitch. And you’re going to listen to me!” Julie said, ignoring her questions. Suddenly she pointed a gun at Lillian. “What the...” Lillian whispered, stumbling because she backed away from the gun in Julie’s hand. “I’m going to demand you something ...” She said with an evil sneer on her face. “When Alexandre comes back in, you tell him you realized on your little trip that you don’t love him. Tell him he has to leave and that he’s better of with... me!” “Never!” Lillian screamed back. Julie pointed the gun at Lillian’s heart and pulled the trigger. Lillian heard a click... “Bang” Julie said mockingly. She gazed at Lillian, who still stood there with her eyes wide open. “Next time there’ll be a bullet in this gun. Remember my words!” she poisonous whispered. Julie sneaked out of the house through the backdoor. Lillian collapsed immediately as she saw Julie go away. For a second she thought Julie actually shot her. ‘Would she do such a thing like that? Isn’t it just a threat?’ Alexandre entered the room and ran towards Lillian. He took her in his arms. “Lilly? Hunny are you okay? Please say something!” ‘Is this another reaction to the pills she took days ago? Or did she take again pills on the plane, when I didn’t see it? She is so pale and frightened... Should I call 911?’
Posted on 08/10/2007 9:56 AM Comments (1)
August 5, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 17.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 17: When I say shotgun, you say wedding...  When you read this, you should be listening to: Oh it is love - Hellogoodbye ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Hm, weird!” “So she hasn’t got anybody left who actually cares about her?” “I don’t think so… Anne said so to!” “Good! Then she can die alone!” “Alex! Don’t be so rude!” “She tore us almost apart!” “Ok… Maybe a little pain, but not dying immediately!” “Yeah… So she can live long with a lot of pain…” “Alex!” Lillian said indignant, but still with a smirk on her face. “Well I don’t care about her anymore, I almost lost thé precious thing in the world due to her! You don’t want to know what I felt in those hours…” He laid his hand on his heart, just like he have had a heart-attack. “First of all… You got to stop being such a drama queen. Second of all… I felt it to.” Lillian said, while laying her hand on his. “We should never break up ever again!” Lillian laughed. “No I’m serious!” Alexandre said with a smile from ear to ear on his face. “Gni… I know hun.” The rest of the day they talked about what happened that day. Both of them apologized hundreds of times. Lillian was lying with her head on Alexandre’s lap while he was twirling her hair in his fingers. -------------------- * Next morning * Isa woke up. She rolled over and felt... “Sam?” “Good morning!” Sam yawned. “Oh hi there…” Isa said, uncomfortable. “I’m really sorry … But I think it’s better that you leave now… My parents can come home every minute now… And if they see I had a guy in my room, they’ll be furious.” “OK, don’t mind I understand!” he winked at her. “Just so you know, you can drop by whenever you want.” “Thanks hun.” They kissed. He grabbed his stuff and opened the door. “Well... What do we have here?” “Uh... Hi dad... That’s Sam...” “And what’s Sam doing in your room in the morning?” “Uh...” “Searching for my CD I lent her. And bring her some flowers. I suppose you saw them in the kitchen?” “Yes!” Isa said, relieved that he came up that quick with a good excuse. “Sure?” “Yes dad...” “So Sam, do you want to join us tonight at dinner?” Isa was shaking her head to Sam so he would say no but: “I’d like to, sir!” “Ok, then I see you at 7 PM sharp this evening.” “Thank you sir!” Isa’s dad left. “Are you crazy?!” “What?” “It’ll be so embarrassing and stupid tonight...” “Oh hun, no...” “You don’t know my parents... They’re horrible!” “Oh come on Isa! Don’t worry it’ll be okay!” -------------------- “My dad just called me!” “And?” “He invited us to “Wow... That’s cool!” “Our plane leaves tonight... Pretty quick, isn’t it!” “Yes...! Let’s go packing then!” So after having breakfast, Lillian and Alexandre packed for three days to “There’s our plane!” -------------------- The doorbell rang. “Good evening, Sir, Madam!” Sam was at Isa’s house. Isa came down the stairs, wearing a cute black dress. “You look very beautiful.” “Thanks” Isa blushed. “So my dad told me to give you this bottle of whine. He brew it a couple of years ago when he was on vacation in “Thank you, you shouldn’t be doing this.” “He insisted to give it to you.” “Well come in!” “Thank you, sir.” “What do you want to drink?” Isa said with an uncomfortable smile on her lips. “Uhm... Water, please.” “Okay.” She went into the kitchen. Sam’s eyes were glued on her. He sat down in the couch while Isa’s dad was pacing up and down the living room. “So are you to a couple?” Sam looked down. “Yes, sir.” “Hm. Okay.” “I do love her, if you’re wondering.” “I bet you are!” “You don’t believe me...” “So what were you doing in her room this morning?” “I just came to get my CD back.” “Bullshit!” “But...” “You were here yesterday to, isn’t it?” Sam sighed. There was no turning back. “Yes...” “I knew it! And you slept here to?” Sam didn’t dare to answer. “Just answer!” “Yes sir.” Isa’s dad seated himself next to him. His hand was running through his hair. He looked old when he did that. “But I swear, I’m not going to hurt your daughter! If she’d be hurt, I’d be hurt to! I’m happy when I see her smiling. Her beautiful brown eyes are like magic to me. The first time I saw her, I thought I was dreaming. She looks like she ran away from heaven and ended up here.” “Those are some big words for a boy your age. “I mean what I say, sir.” Sam stared at Isa’s dad, a bit desperate because he thought he didn’t believe him. “I know, kid.” He eventually whispered. “But did you two... Last night ...” “No sir. We only talked the whole night. I swear!” ‘Where’s Isa with my water?’ Sam totally didn’t feel comfortable. Who would be, if a dad asked you a question like that. Isa was standing behind the door, listening at what Sam just said. She felt touched by his words. Suddenly she remembered why she was standing there with a glass of water in her hand. She entered the room and gave Sam his water. She sat next to him and whispered a thank you in his ear. -------------------- “I’ve never flew with a plane before!” Alexandre said excited. “I don’t like planes that much...” “Oh right, you have fear of heights!” “Yes...” “Oh here’s our seat. I’ll go and sit at the window.” “Yes please.” They waited until this annoying voice said “Fasten your seatbelts” Lillian was turning white, every second they came closer to leaving. Alexandre was it and took her hand. “Don’t worry I’m here.” She griped his hand and hold on really tight. Alexandre kissed her on her forehead. “Try to sleep. It’ll be over soon.” Lillian mumbled she was scared. “Think that you’ll see your dad in a couple of hours.” “Yes...” ‘Let’s hope she’ll pull through...’
Posted on 08/05/2007 9:27 AM Comments (3)
July 31, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 16.Heart-Shaped Box. Part 16: “You’re killing me. All I wanted is you.” When you read this, you should be listening to: The Kill – 30 Seconds To Mars ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Are you sure we’re talking about the same Alex?” “Yes Sam...” Lillian sobbed. “But...” “I saw him pushing Julie against the wall and when I came inside, they were kissing.” “Are you very sure he kissed her... Because it wouldn’t be the first time she...” “Sam! I’m very sure! I wouldn’t be saying those things if ... It really hurts inside...” “It’s just that... On the prom he said some things...” “When did you two talk? What did he say?” “You and Isa were in the ladies room and we were standing next to the punchbowl.” “And what did he said then?” “After cursing Julie with words I never heard of, ...-“ That put a smile on Lillian’s face. “-..., and saying that he never wanted to touch those fucking lips of that fucking slut evern again –I’m just quoting him – he said he had to confess something.” Lillian hold her breath. She started doubting about what she saw. ‘What if...’ “He said that he never felt this way. That he would die if he would never hear you talk again. He said he’d die if he would never see the sparkling in your eyes ever again. He’d die if he couldn’t feel you around. He said that you appreciate him for who he is, not for who he looks like. He feels like you’re the only person who really knows him. I looked at him Lillian and I just knew he was telling the truth!” Lillian stared at Sam. She couldn’t believe it... “I can’t believe he kissed her, Lillian! Because he wants to give his heart to you, not her! This is something big, I felt it right away when he told me those things yesterday. It would rip him apart if you aren’t back tonight...” Lillian still stared at Sam with big eyes. She didn’t know what to say or do. She thought about the words Sam just said. And deep inside she realized she felt the same way! This wasn’t just a teenage-love. For the first time this could be real love... “Alex!” she whispered. She turned around and ran as fast as she could back to her house. ‘I’m hoping he’s still there. I’d kill myself if I lost him.’ Lillian knew for sure. She trusts him... When she arrived at the house, heavy breathing, she found Alexandre sitting in a corner, where he had been sitting for hours. He quickly dried his tears, hoping that Lillian didn’t saw them. He looked at her with red eyes. “I’m sorry I haven’t packed yet...” “Oh Alex...” Lillian sat down on her knees. Her eyes start to feel up with tears again. “I’m stupid you know. I should’ve listened to you first before I started yelling...” Alexandre looked at her. He couldn’t believe it. Hours ago she screamed her lungs out and now she barely whispered at him. Maybe... “I’d rather believe you then my own eyes Alex. I don’t think you kissed her. I think my eyes betrayed me...” Alexandre was totally surprised. He could cry – again – just of hapiness. “I just realized I don’t need an explanation. You just have to tell me what happened and I believe you, without a doubt!” There was this awkward silence and Lillian continued... “This isn’t some fooling around Alex. I think this is a first step to real love. I think this is destined to be...” Again, there was a silence where Alexandre was staring at Lillian. “Lillian...-“ “-...I hope you will trust me again...” He smiled and pulled her at him. Finally they kissed. Alexandre felt how her wet cheeks touched his cheeks. -------------------- “And he will fall for me!!” “You kissed him?! Again?!” “Hehe yes!” Julie said with a proud smile around her lips. “Wow... I just said you had to say what you feel! Not kiss him again!” “And that moment Lillian entered! They broke up with each other... Isn’t that the best new ever?!” “Omg Julie, hear how you are talking. A couple breaking up isn’t that great! I even think you made the situation worse!” “What in hell? What are you talking about?” Julie started to get furious. Anna opened her mouth to tell her how bitchy she was. “Shut up!!” Julie yelled at her. “Maybe you should shut up! I thought you changed but apparently you’re still the same! You’ll never change! You’re evil to the bone!” Anna screamed back. “YOU BITCH! I’m gone!” “Oh god...” “Don’t you ‘Oh God’-me! I don’t need you slut!” “Oh are you calling me a slut?! I’m not the one who’s kissing somebody’s boyfriend! You’re the fucking whore here!” Julie was full of anger and slapped Anna. “Out of my house!!” And for the second time that day, somebody shut the door behind Julie’s back. With that door she lost her best friend, the only person who really cared about her, and her sence of humanity... -------------------- “I hope Alexandre didn’t left...” “He’ll still be there!” “Are you sure!” “After everything he said yesterday? Yes, quite sure!” “I really hope things will be okay again...” “Yeah, I’m sure of it!” “Maybe we could go to their house later?” “Maybe it’s better we leave them alone...” “Yeah... Maybe you’re right... But...” “What?” “Let’s not ruin our day...” “Off course not!” Sam wrapped his arms around Isa’s waist. “So where were we?” “Something between this” Isa kissed him. -------------------- “Alexandre?” Somebody rung and yelled for Alexandre at the front door. “God! Who’s there? I swear, if it’s Julie I’m going to kill her slowly and painful!” “Calm down! Go upstairs, I’ll open the door.” Alexandre got up and ran to his room. Lillian got up to and opened the door. “Anna? So bitch number two comes to...” “Lillian, please, don’t be that rude... I just want to ... –“ “- ... Ruin my life?” “- ... Apologize for what Julie did.” Lillian gave her a suspicious look. “I know it doesn’t make anything good...” There was this silence, and Anna got nervous because Lillian kept looking at her. “Julie lost her mind! I don’t want to do anything with her ever again! She has nobody now... No friends... No one!” “O – kay...” “I hope everything is back to normal? Is Alexandre still here? Did you solve things?” Anna mumbeled one question after an other. Lillian sighed. “Yes!” Anna smiled. “Good for you two! Well... I’m going to leave you two alone now... Bye! And again I’m very sorry.” Alexandre stood on the first step of the stairs, listened to the conversation between Lillian and Anna. ‘What was that all about?’
Posted on 07/31/2007 2:03 AM Comments (2)
July 26, 2007Heart - shaped Box. Part 15.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 15: “I thought my baby didn’t mess around…”  When you read this, you should be listening to: True love – Madina Lake ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The doorbell rang. ‘Who is that? It can’t be Lillian, she just left the house…’ Alexandre ran downstairs (after putting on some clothes) and opened the door. “Hey!” “What in hell are you doing here?! Hasn’t Lillian been clear enough yesterday?” “Alexandre... Can’t I just talk to you? I swear I won’t do anything… You know!” “Only because I want to know what will come out of that whore – mouth !” Julie pretended like she didn’t hear that last. She went inside. She sat on the couch and stared at her feet while confessing. With this words: “You know that day in the mall…” “Yes” Alexandre said, with no expression on his face. “I wanted to tell you this:” She stopped talking and looked up. Alexandre saw her eyes started to fill up with tears. ‘What in earth is she trying to do?’ “What?!” Alexandre said brutal. “I love you Alex!” Alexandre stood up and almost stumbled because he wanted to be away from Julie as soon as he could. “Just go…” he whispered. “I can’t help it…” “But you said on the phone…” “I made a big mistake on the phone… I thought then that I wasn’t ready for another relationship. But I want you Alex.” “No…-“ “-…And I just know you love me to!” “NO! I love Lillian!” “No you don’t. You just think you love her. But actually you love me. You know she looks like me!” Julie stood up. There was an awkward silence and Alexandre stared at Julie. “Just leave that bitch and come to me.” “Don’t you ever say that again! You’re the stupid bitch here! I love Lillian not you!” Julie laughed at that. Alexandre got really angry when he saw that and he pushed her really hard against the wall. “That hurts…” “It can’t hurt enough!” “You’re cute when you’re angry” Julie said on this girly tone. And then she kissed him. –again! But then … “Alex?” Lillian whispered it. Alexandre scared. He was blast away by the situation. “And I thought…-“ “-… It’s not what it looks like!” “OH NO?!” Lillian suddenly yelled. “You just didn’t push her against the wall and kissed her?!” “No! She kissed me Lillian!” “Thàt crap.. Again?! I thought you were different then all the other guys. That you actually cared about me. But I guess I’m wrong. Again!” “But Lillian…” “NO ALEX! I should’ve known it from the start. This time I didn’t caught you on the dancefloor with a Julie with booze in her hand. God! And I even bought you the new CD of Underoath!” She threw the CD at him. “You’re better gone when I’m back home tonight.” She said, while her eyes were filling with tears. “I don’t want to see you ever again!” “Lilly…” “Stop the talking Alex. This time there are no excuses you can say. Now you can’t blame someone else for what you’ve done. Thank for breaking my heart son of a bitch!” She ran out of the house, crying. “LILLIAN!” Alexandre wanted to run after her but someone grabbed his arm. “So problem one is solved.” Alexandre turned his head to Julie. His eyes set on fire. “I swear if you don’t let go on me, I might kill you!” Julie was scared. She had never seen him like that before. “But hunny…” “Don’t you ever call me hunny! Are you deaf or something?! How much times more do I have to tell you I don’t love you!!” “Alex…” “GO Julie!” He pointed at the door. She didn’t dare to speak again so she walked towards it. Alexandre even opened it. “Thanks for ruining my life. You must feel happy now. So go home and be happy about another whore-action you did.” He said. He took a bow and said sarcastic: “Watch out ladies and gentlemen, ‘cause her comes the queen of the sluts!” Julie pretended like she didn’t hear it and got out of the room. “You bitch” he whispered while slamming the door behind her back. Outside, Julie totally lost her mind. She went straight to Anna, to tell her the ‘good’ news. Inside, Alexandre realized what just happened. He let himself slide down the wall. Before he knew, he started crying. -------------------- *Ring* Isa opened the door. “Sam!” She hugged him. “Hey!” “Come in, come in!” Sam entered the house. “I brought you something.” He handed over flowers to her. “Thaanks! That’s so cute!” “It’s because I didn’t give you something at the prom.” “Thank you very much!” She gave him a kiss and took a vase for the flowers. “So what do you want to drink?” “Oh. Some water.” Two hours later, they were kissing on the couch. They both confessed their feelings for each other and decided to give it a go. Suddenly the doorbell rang. “Who could that be?” “I don’t know. It’s your house!” Isa giggled and got up to open the door. “Lillian?” Lillian wandered for a couple of hours in the park. Desperate, she went to Isa’s house. “God girl! What in hell is wrong?” “I… I think Alexandre and me just broke up…” “What?! Why?! Wait, come in first. I have a visitor… Hope you don’t mind!” “I don’t want to interrupt you guys!” She said when she saw that Sam was the visitor “Oh come on! You aren’t disturbing anything. You and Alex are friends, tell us what happened!” Sam said, to comfort her. Isa pushed her in the couch and took a chair and sat in front of her. “Now tell me what is wrong.” -------------------- In Lillian’s house Alexandre was sitting in the corner. He had taken the Underoath-CD and he was listening to it. ‘It hurts like hell. Goddammit!! Why did I even opened that door?! You know that Julie is nothing but trouble! And now you lost Lillian.’ Tears rolled down his cheeks as he remembered the look in Lillian’s eyes. ‘Why? God… WHY?’
Posted on 07/26/2007 1:26 PM Comments (3)
June 28, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 14.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 14. Part 14. “Your kiss might kill me.”
When you read this, you should be listening to: Hands down – Dashboard Confessional ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Four hours later, they left the place. Isa said she’d walk to her place (yes, with !! Sam). In the limousine things were getting pretty hot. At one point, Alexandre didn’t know which legs were his. At Lillian’s house the ‘party’ went on. They were in her room. Alexandre just unzipped her dress. He was kissing her neck while she opened his shirt. She kissed his face while his hand slipped to her back. He was gentle petting her back. She got goose bumps. His hand slightly sled to her bra. “Alexandre” she moaned. He pretended like he didn’t hear her. “Alexandre… We’ve got to talk about this.” He pulled his hand back and looked at her. He closed his eyes a bit, so he gave her this dirty look. “What’s wrong love?” “I don’t know. This is a big step.” “I know. I won’t be doing things like this if I haven’t thought about it. Twice.” “But…” “I love you Lillian.” “I love you to.” “And I want you to be my first.” “I’m your first?” “Yes” he said, blushing. “You’ll be my first to.” Alexandre looked at her, a bit surprised. “But Adam…” “I didn’t want him and me to … You know. And I don’t want to think about him when you and me are sitting in my bedroom. I love you. Not him.” “ohw. I though you two already did… You know…” “No.” She looked at him, straight and honest. “Do you have… protection with you?” “Yeah.” She kissed him and took his hand. “You’ll be my first.” Both of them never felt like this. At that moment they both realized that this wasn’t just a teen love. Nothing could ruin this night. Lillian felt so safe in Alexandres arms, and he felt like he could conquer the world with Lillian in his arms. -------------------- “So. Here’s my house…” Isa said. “So I guess we have to say goodbye now?” Sam answered. “Yeah…” “I really enjoyed this night…-“ “-…me to.” “-… but not without doing this!” Sam stared into Isas eyes when he took her in his arms and kissed her softly. “Now we can say our goodbyes.” “Yes” Isa said, losing her breath. “I hope I can see you soon.” “You got my phone number…” “Yes… Well… God I don’t want to leave.” “It’s pretty late…” “Goodbye Isa.” He said, with this glow in his eyes. “Bye…” Isa opened her door, quickly gave him a kiss again and went inside. Sam watched her closing the door. After she did it, he literally jumped in the air. He was so happy. ‘Omg! Who’d thought this night would end like this!’ Inside, Isa stood with her back against the door. She still couldn’t believe what happened that night. She fell asleep with a big smile on her face. Sam whistled his way to his house. -------------------- *Next morning* “Good morning sunshine!” “Hello!” “Slept well?” “Off course. I was with you!” “God! I love you!” Alexandre crashed his lips into Lillians. He got up and picked up the clothes that were spread everywhere… -------------------- “I’m dying inside, Anna!” Julie didn’t slept that night. She cried her eyes out, still regretting what she did the night before. “Ohw hun! It’ll be alright! You’ll find someone much better.” “But there’s no one better then him!” She hysterically screamed. She started crying again. “It ripped my soul apart, seeing his eyes, filled with hate and disgust!” “Girl…” “He’s the one, Anna! I swear. He doesn’t love Lillian, he is only with her because I turned him down. You know she looks so much like me!” “Maybe you’re right…” “Now if only I could find a way that he’d see I’m the one!” “I think I know something…-“ -------------------- “Isa.” “Hii.” “Sam?” “Yes.” “Oh hey! How are you doing?” “Great! You?” “Pretty good!” “So what are you doing?” “Thinking about you.” There was this awkward silence. After 10 long seconds: “And you?” “Wondering when I could see you again.” “I’ve got nothing to do today, plus my parents are out of town… So if you want to stop by?” “I’ll be there in 15 minutes.” “Ok!” Isa jumped out of the couch, running towards the bathroom. After she put on some make-up she combed her hair. ‘Ok. You’re looking good.’ Then she went downstairs to clean up a little. -------------------- “I’m only gone for two seconds!” “I just want to know where you’re going!” “You’ll see!” “Lillian…” “Don’t worry! I want this to be a little surprise.” “Ok then. But only two seconds!!” “Since when did you get this dependent?” “It sucks badly, doesn’t it?” “Just shut up.” She gave him a kiss and got quickly dressed. ‘God! Where is she going to?! And what’s up with the surprise thing? I want to know it …!’
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June 26, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 13.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 13: “Murder on the dancefloor”  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Isa looked out of the window. “Oh my fuckin’ god!” “What?” “Come over and look through the window.” Lillian went to stand next to Isa. “Woow” In front of their eyes, there stood a white limousine! “He really did his best, didn’t he?” Lillian said, very impressed. “Are you still sure I’m not ruining your night?” “Hell no! You’ll be surprised to!” “What? Why?” “Let’s just say, wait and see! Now let’s go and don’t let them wait!” “OK. Wait... Them?” “Isa stop talking and start moving!” “Ok, Ok! Calm down!” They went outside and stared again at the limousine. “Impressing isn’t it?” Alexandre said. He had opened one of the windows. “Yes!” “I hope I’m not interrupting you two...-” “-... Oh. I invited a friend.” Alexandre said with a smirk on his face. “Lillian, please say you didn’t...-“ “Lilly! I’m sorry I...-“ Sam stopped his sentence when he saw Isa. Lillian gave Isa a little push, after a few seconds of silence. “Uh.. Hi...” She said, very shy. Sam’s face was hilarious. “Hey.” He said, blasted away. “Well come in girls!” They stepped into the car. Lillian sat nect to Alexandre. Right in front of them, Isa and Sam were both blushing. Alexandre gave Lillian a black rose. “Omg! It’s beautiful!” She did the flower in her hair and gave him a kiss. “So... Sam couldn’t find a date...” “And you haven’t got a date to, Isa!” “Maybe you can go together?” “And be each others date?” “Uhh. I would love to... If she wants to...” “Oh. Of course!” “If I knew, I would’ve brought you something to!” “Oh no you’re enough. I’m glad I can go with you.” They started a conversation. “Aren’t we thé best?” Alexandre said. “Oh yes!” They arrived at the place and after some songs, Lillian and Alexandre were dancing. “Have I told you how beautiful you are?” “Twice” “Well. You are beautiful!” “Theh. You look great to hun! I’m going to get us some punch.” “OK, but wait just 2 seconds.” He grabbed her and kissed her like he really meant it. And she knew he meant it. “I love you so much!” “I love you to...” She went to the punchbowl. There stood Julie. “Hey Lil!” she babbled. “Hi Julie. Have you drunk?” “Oh just a bit.” She giggled and went away. ‘Let’s hope nobody will abuse her.” She filled two cups and went back to Alexandre. She saw him and Julie dancing. Suddenly Julie grabbed his ass and made out with him. ‘What in hell?!’ She ran towards them. Alexandre pushed Julie away and chastened his mouth on his sleeve. “Wtf were you doing?” She stood in front of Alexandre. “Lil... I swear I didn’t want to kiss her, she pulled me over and ...-“ “I’m not talking to you hun.” She turned around. “But to that bitch!” Lillian looked at Julie, just like she was a piece of dirt. “What is your problem?! So you like to tear everybody apart? ‘Cause yes, I know that this isn’t the first time you do something like that. And then you pretend like you are the victim. Leave us alone and stop ruining relationships” Lillian was breathing heavy, as she was screaming at Julie. “But...” Julie muttered. “Why don’t you just get a life and stop being the alcoholistic whore?!” Lillian threw the punch in Julie’s face. She seemed to wake up and she ran away, crying of humuliation. Everybody on the dancefloor was staring at Lillian. They were whispering about her. And off course about Julie. They had pitty for her, but they knew Lillian was right. And since when were Lillian and Alexandre start dating? Lillian said to them: “Yes we are dating, so get over it!” Just like she could read their minds. Then she turned over to Alexandre. “You’re OK hun?” “More then ok! I didn’t know you could yell like that.” “Me neither.” “It kind of turns me on.” “Silly.” Everybody acted like everything was normal. They knew they shouldn’t mess with Lillian. And gave her right for 100%. But what they didn’t knew is that Lillian made a big mistake. But she’d only knew that in a week... -------------------- “Because I love him ok?!” Julie answerred. When she ran away from Lillian and Alexandre, her best friend, Anna, followed her. And then she asked why she kissed him. “Woow.” “Pretty messed up, isn’t it?” “Kind of...” “I made a big mistake on the phone, Anna. I thought I wasn’t ready for a new relationship. And look at me now. The man I love is now on the dancefloor with that stupid bitch!” “Julie...” “I hunger to kiss him again, Anna...” -------------------- Back on the dancefloor, Alexandre was holding Lillian tight in his arms. “I’m sorry I didn’t stopped her earlier. I really regret I kissed her on that party. She’s nothing but trouble.” “Let’s not talk about it, ok? It shouldn’t be ruining our prom.” ‘For a minute there, I thought I lost her.’
Posted on 06/26/2007 1:53 AM Comments (3)
June 25, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 12.Heart – Shaped Box Part 12: I predict a riot
After shopping, Alexandre picked Lillian and Isa up and drove to Lillian’s house. At the house they ate pizza. And talked a lot of course! At 9PM, Isa decided to leave. After Lillian closed the door behind her back: “So…” Alexandre said. “Isa loves Sam” “Sam loves Isa!” They both said at the same time. “OMG! That’s awesome!” Lillian said, exited. “I know!” “Isa thinks Sam doesn’t like her.” “Ha… That’s funny. Sam thinks the same about her!” “We should do something so they would know about each others feelings.” “Oh! I know something!” Alexandre shouted. “Tell me…” Lillian said “What if we …” *Next morning* Lillian slowly woke up. She fell asleep in Alexandre’s arms yesterday. She was wondering where he could be now. But she started to smile. On her desk there stood a vase with red roses. Next to the vase she saw her breakfast and a card. She went to it and read the card. It said: “Because it’s promday today, I’m gone! But I couldn’t leave without lying this on your desk. Enjoy your breakfast. And if you’re ready you have to go downstairs… Love you, Alex” She actually made this squeaky noise when she read the last line. She wanted to go downstairs as fast as she could, but she ate first her breakfast. After it, she ran downstairs with her PJ’s on. Downstairs, she couldn’t believe her eyes. First there was a note on the door, saying: “Because I never asked...” Her jaw dropped when she opened the door and saw all those candles. The candles formed the words: “U+ME 2 PROM?” On the table there was another note: “I’ll clean up later” (She laughed) “Call me?” As soon as she could, she phoned him. “Alex.” “The answer is yes!” “Lillian?” “Yes!!” “God hun! I didn’t expect that you’d call me this soon…” “Oh you!” “I’m missing you to death…” “Me to…” “I really can’t wait to pick you up tonight!” “Thii… Me neither.” “Ohw… My dad is yelling for me! Got to go… Love you!” “Love you to!” Then she heard the beeping tone. He had laid the phone down. Lillian couldn’t wait for that night. She let her fall on the couch, watching at the candles. She didn’t want to, but she blew them out. ‘So how would Isa be? I’ll go and visit her. I still have to ask her…-’ She got dressed. And went over to Isa’s place. Her mom opened the door. “Hello Lillian! Isa is upstairs… It’s nice to see your face again.” “Thank you Mrs Lacey.” Lillian went upstairs and entered Isa’s room. Her promdress was lying in her bed. For some reason she didn’t seem excited. “Hi. What’s wrong girl?” Isa turned around. “Oh hey Lillian. I didn’t expect you here.” “Yeah I know. Now tell me what’s wrong.” “Well… It’s stupid… And I mean really stupid…” “Oh come on, it’s probably not that stupid.” “Ok then. I have no date…” “Aahw girl! That’s not stupid… You know what!” “What?” “Come at my house. We’ll help each other with hair and stuff. And then you can come with me and Alex to the place.” “But…-” “-… No but’s!” “-… I don’t want to blow your prom!” “What?! You aren’t going to blow it… That’s crap! By the way, I invited you to come with us!” “Well… Ok then…” ‘Yes! Pfu. I thought for a second she didn’t want to come’ Isa asked her mom, off course she said she could go so they went to Lillian’s place. “At 8 PM Alex is going to pick us up.” Lillian opened her door. “What’s with those candles?” “Oh… Something Alexandre did…” She said with a smirk on her face. “You’re really lucky with him, you know.” “Yeah… I do know.” At 6.30 PM they started to get ready. Lillian put on her red dress with matching shoes. Then she did her make-up, with a little help from Isa. Finally she curled her hair. Isa wore a black dress with white polka dots and black shoes. Lillian helped her to do her hair in a messy pony tail. “You look outstanding!” Lillian said “Thank you! So do you” They waited until suddenly they heard a car honking. *In the car* “But I feel like an intruder…” “Shut up Sam!” Sam sighed. “Have it your way.” “God, I wanted you to be with us! Don’t be so childish.” ‘I hope Lillian convinced her to…’
Posted on 06/25/2007 5:45 AM Comments (2)
May 27, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 11.Heart – shaped box. Part 11: Love is just a chemical creation
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “Wth are you talking about?” Alexandre said. Lillian laughed. “Come on, Alex! I was just joking! You know I only want to go with you!” Alexandre sighed. ‘Thank God! I really thought…-‘ “OMG! You really thought I was serious?” “Well… Uhh… Yeah” Alexandre said, ashamed of himself. “OK then… so…” “So what?” “Well… I want this old-style promnight! Like you picking me up and stuff…” “Ohw… Then I’ll go to my dad’s place to get ready and stuff !” “Thanks” Lillian’s cell phone rang. “Hello.” “Hej Lillian! Isa here!” “Woow Isa! It has been months that we’ve talked!” “Yeah… How bad is that?!” “Really bad!” Alexandre looked at her, confused. “Hehe!” “So why are you calling me?” “You know it’s promnight the day after tomorrow…” “Yeah” “I thought, I haven’t seen you in month, so we could go shopping for a dress. In the mean time, we can talk about what happened lately and stuff…” “Sounds very good to me!” Lillian said, smiling. “I see you tomorrow?” “In the mall at 1.30 PM?” “OK!” She ended the conversation. “So what was that all about? Something really bad?” Alexandre said with a smirk on his face. “Ahm… neh!” Lillian answered “What was it then?” “It was Isa, we’re going to shop tomorrow” “Ooohw…” “Yup” “But that means I have to miss you the whole afternoon!” “Oh! Don’t you be that pathetic! You’ll be just fine! Then you can buy your tuxedo for the prom to!” “Riight… Well then I’ll ask some friends to help me…” *Next morning* Lillian woke up. Alexandre was lying next to her. Suddenly he opened his eyes. “Good morning, Little Princess.” “Good morning, Prince Charming.” Alexandre smiled. “Prince Charming’s hair is messed up!” “Oh great -_- “ “Yeah. But still, you look fiiine.” “I know! I really can’t help it.” “Oh boy!” She threw a pillow at him. “Hey! Watch out! My hair!” Lillian laughed. “You silly!” Alexandre grabbed her by the shoulders and crashed his lips into hers. When they got up, it was almost 1 PM. “We have to hurry!” “Why?” “Alexandre! We’ve got to be in the mall at 1.30 PM!” “So?” “I don’t wanna be late, or go in my PJ’s” “If you would go in your PJ’s, you’d still be the most pretty girl of all!” “Oh you!” She wrapped her arms around him, and kissed him all over his face. “And NOW we can go to the mall.” Alexandre said. He was kinda blown away of her reaction. Lillian smiled: “Yes…” Eventually it was 1.45 PM. When they arrived at the mall, Lillian jumped out of the car into Isa’s arms. “Hej Girl! I am sooo sorry I’m late!” “Hey! Yeah why are you so … -“ Then she saw Alexandre getting out of the car. “Ooh… I think I understand.” She said with the evil smile one her face. “We have to talk a lot!” “Uhh… yeah!” “So… I’m going to my mates! I you need something, just call me OK?” “Yes!” “Bye!” He gave her a kiss on the mouth and left. “So Lil! Now you have to explain that! I thought that was your best friend… Alexandre… No?” “OK, I’ll explain” She said with this big smile on her face… “So there’s this boy…” ------------------------------ “Hej Guys!” “Oh finally … Mr. Alex shows his face! What an extraordinary occasion!” “Sorry!” “Yeah man! Explain!” “Uhh… Well I’m late ‘cause Lillian and me lost time…” His mates laughed. “What?” “Oh nothing…-“ Sam said, smiling “-… but Lillian and you are hanging a lot around lately.” “Oh yeah. I think I forgot to mention we’re a couple now!” “What?!” “And we don’t know anything about it ? When were you planning to tell us? When you two are married?” “Hey! Don’t you ever say that again, before you know those two are actually married!” “Will you two shut the fuck up? The guy wants to speak!” “Hhe yeah thanks.” “No prob.” “Well two days ago in the park…” ------------------------------ “And then he kissed me…” “OMG! That is soo romantic!” “I know!” “You two really look great together…” “Thanks! And how about you? No guys?” “Well… I have a little crush on this guy…” “Who? Tell me! Is it someone from our school?” “Even better…” “What?” “It’s a friend of Alexandre…” “Woooh! Who?” “Sam… He’s so effin’ cute!” “Cool! And yes… He’s pretty sweet!” “But please don’t tell him OK?” ------------------------------ “Please don’t tell her OK?!” Sam just confessed he loved this girl, named Isa (duh! xD) “She’s shopping with my girlfriend now.” “What?!” “Yeah… They are shopping for a promdress.” “I swear … If you tell her!” “Maybe I could ask her if she wants to go with you to the prom?” “Alex!” Sam threw something at him. “Don’t you dare!” “Wow! Calm down! I won’t … !” ------------------------------ “Don’t you even try sis!” “What? Why not?” “I would completely feel like a moron if he’d say no… What he’d do!” “You don’t know…” “Well I have this feeling…” “Ok, Ok! I’ll shut up!” “Thanks.” “OMG! Look at this dress! It’s absolutely gorgeous!” “Try it on!” “Ok!” Lillian took the red dress and went to the changing room. “Lillian! You look fantastic!” “Yes?” “Yeah!” Isa said, very enthusiastic. “ Isn’t it a bit… You know…” “No, it covers enough flesh.” They laughed. ----------------------------- “This is the suit you have to buy!” “Sure?” “Yes!” Alexandre was wearing a suit, completely black. Not an ‘old’ model, but really trendy. “Ok then!” ‘I hope Lil likes it…’
Posted on 05/27/2007 12:27 PM Comments (2)
May 14, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 10.Heart – Shaped Box.
Part 10: So I hold my breath ‘till my heart explodes 
When Alexandre woke up, Lillian was still sleeping. He was staring at her. Looking at how she was breathing smooth and softly. He captured that moment in his mind. Forever. He still couldn’t believe what happened the day before. Lillian opened her eyes. “Hey hun.” She gave him a kiss on his nose. “Tell me this is a dream…” “Why?” “Because it’s to beautiful to be true.” “I know. I still can’t believe it to!” They kissed and Lillian felt how he caressed her cheek. She got goose bumps. This felt so right. She stopped the kiss and watched how Alexandre was still lying with his eyes closed and his head on his pillow. “I wish this was mine…” “What?” Alexandre opened his eyes. “I wish this was mine” She softly laid her finger on the spot in his neck that was almost disappeared. “I’m sorry” “I still don’t get it… Why? I mean … I never asked …” “Asked what?” “Asked …” She sighed. “Why did you kiss Julie when you love me?” Now Alexandre sighed. “I guess I was in a denial … I mean! I love my best friend… And I knew you didn’t love me… ‘Cause you know … Adam.” “You were in love with me when I was dating Adam?” “I don’t know … I think there were some secret hints…” “Wow…” “Sorry.” “You really shouldn’t be” “I don’t know.” “But why Julie?” “What?” “Why did you kiss Julie … And said you love her? Why her and not some other girl?” “You know I was in a denial…” “Yes…” “And you’ve got to admit, Julie really looks like you. And not only on the outside … Also on the inside…” “Really?” “A bit … But you’re much much better.” “Glad to hear” Lillian showed a big smile. “I love your smile!” “I love yours to! You should smile more often.” “But now I’m hungry … I can’t smile before I have breakfast!” “OK! Who’s last downstairs…” “… has to make toast and bake eggs!” He said while jumping out of Lillian’s bed. “You little cheater! I wasn’t ready!!” *Downstairs* “Ha! I won!” Lillian said, heavy breathing. “That’s just because I let you win. You can’t beat girls…” “Yeah sure. And the trip-and-falling-part was just acting?” “Yeah of course!” “Oh fuck you!” “Hey! We are not getting brutal!” He slapped her butt. “Aahw! That hurts moron! And by the way … That’s MY personal butt!” “Ohw! I’m sorry. I’ll never touch it again!” “Great! Now where’s my toast and eggs?” “Grumbl!” After their toast and eggs (Alexandre especially did a lot of salt in Lillian’s eggs) they went to the mall. There they met Julie. “Hey Julie!” “Hey Alex. Lillian.” “Hello!” “How are you guys?” “Great!” They both said at the same time. They looked at each other and started to laugh. “Perfect” Julie said nervous. “What’s wrong?” “Nothing” Julie said with a hiding smirk “Ohw OK then.” “Alex, could I talk to you? In private? I’m sorry Lillian… It’s nothing personal!” “Don’t mind” Lillian said friendly. And then to Alexandre: “I’m at starbucks, if you’re looking for me.” “OK! I’ll see you later.” He gave her a kiss on the lips. Julie was staring at them and suddenly she remembered something. “Oh damn! I’m sorry Alex, some time later, but I promised my mom I should go to her. We’re going to shop in LA.” “Ohw OK! See you later then” He saw her disappearing in the crowd. “What was that all about?” “I have no idea… I think we shouldn’t bother… Should we?” “I don’t know…” “Yeah…” “Come! Let’s go to starbucks now.” “OK.” At starbucks, they were talking when suddenly: “Heeey!” “What?” “You know the day after tomorrow…” “Yes?” “It’s prom night then…” “Coolz! You wanna go?” “Of course!” “Yay!” “But not with you.” Lillian said with a serious face. ‘WHAT?! Why doesn’t she want to go with me?!’
Posted on 05/14/2007 11:11 AM Comments (2)
May 4, 2007Something I have to tell you guys.While I’m writing this, I’m kinda sick of everything! Like... How people judge others. How we talk about each other behind their backs. How we are being ... ourselfs? Or just not. And I’m as bad as the others! I’m not going to pretend I’m holy or something... No! Not at all... I’m even worse. And it’s like I can’t help it. There’s this thing trapped in me. And it’s itching to get out! But if I let it out... I’ll hurt people! And I’m like not the type to hurt people... And god please! Somebody tell me I’m NOT emo! Not that there’s something wrong with it !! No totally not!! But my friends are telling me I am ... Can’t somebody find a definition for it... So I can prove I’m not...! I’m way to dorky for it ^^ So pleeeaaase!! Just say I’m not! Ok. I wanted to tell this. Not that anybody’s going to read it =P But yeah whatever ^^
Posted on 05/04/2007 10:15 AM Comments (4)
April 26, 2007Heart - shaped Box. Part 9.Heart – shaped box. Part 9: No one knows what goes on behind those eyes  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alexandre woke up first. He sat at the table for an hour when Lillian finally came downstairs to. “Hey” “Hello” “Ugh. Tomorrow exams.” “Shut up!” They laughed. Alexandre was staring at Lillian. “HEY! Is that MY hoodie?!” “Uh… Yes I borrowed it.” “Without asking?” “Sorry” “Oh well” “I’ve seen this cute poem in your room.” *************************************************************************** Lillian woke up. She couldn’t find anything she wanted to wear. ‘I can borrow Alexandre’s hoodie…’ She went to his room. For some reason she saw a paper and a pen lying on his desk. She took the sheet of paper and read it. -- I would like to put you in my heart-shaped box. -- I want to cherish you. -- I want to scream your name. -- I want to scream your smile. -- I want to scream your scent. -- No one knows how much. -- Not even me. ‘Wow.’ *************************************************************************** “You’ve been in my room?” “Yeah.” “Without asking?” “Guilty!” She looked so innocent. “I really like the poem.” “Uhh .. Thanks.” Alexandre blushed a bit. “You wrote it yesterday?” “Uh. No a while ago.” ‘And I’m lying.’ He wrote it that morning. “You look good in MY hoodie” “Well thank you. I like wearing YOUR hoodie.” “Hehe!” After their breakfast, they started studying. Just like that Wednesday, they helped each other out. *Monday* With a good feeling, Lillian and Alexandre arrived at school. They both learned a lot. After the exam, they thought everything went well. Same for the rest of the exams. After their last exam they both walked to Alexandres car. “Are we going to the park? It’s such a good weather” Lillian asked. “Fine with me! Afterwards we’ll go to that new pizzeria.” “Perfect!” They went to the park. Talking about the exams. As they were walking on a small path, Alexandre suddenly nudged Lillian. “Hey! Stop it!” He nudged here again. So she pushed him! He pushed her back, and she lost her balance. She literally roll of the hill. Because she grabbed Alexandres arm he fell down with her. They stopped rolling next to the lake. They were laughing. Alexandre lied on top of her. He stopped laughing and stared at Lillian and how she was smiling. He couldn’t resist it. He had to do it. So he gave her a gentle kiss on her lips. Lillian didn’t expect that and she stopped laughing. But when his lips touched hers, she was like floating somewhere in the universal. Alexandre thought he scared so he got up. “I’m so sorry…” Lillian got up to and walked over to him. Still saying nothing. She was looking in his eyes. Suddenly she whispered: “I thought you’d never do that.” She grabbed him and pressed her lips against his. They hugged and Alexandre said: “I love you!” “I love you to.” He took her in his arms. They stood there for minutes. Alexandre kissed her again. He felt how Lillian’s hand went trough his hair. He rubbed softly her back. ‘Omg. I still can’t believe this. I got the girl of my dreams.’ They walked hand in hand to his car and drove to the pizzeria. Dinner by candlelight. How romantic! Lillian couldn’t imagine a better day. After they arrived at home, Alexandre carried her like a backpack to her home. He let her fall on her bed. They started kissing again. At 2AM Lillian said: “I wish I wasn’t this tired.” “Why?” “So I could watch you all night.” Alexandre blushed. She kissed him on his fore-head. “I’m going to put my PJ’s on.” “OK.” Lillian went to the bathroom and put her PJ’s on. Well actually, it was just a soccer shirt with shorts. When she got back Alexandre was gone… “Alex?” she whispered. She went to his room and saw that he was sitting on his bed. He had only his boxers on. “What are you doing here?” “Ahm. I thought you wanted to sleep.” He answered. “Silly!” “What?” “Ahh come on Alex!” “What? I’m serious.” “You can spend the night in my room!” “Ooh.” Alexandre felt how his head turned red. “Or we could stay here?” “Ahm. In this mess?” “I don’t know!” “Let’s just go to your room.” Lillian smiled. “Ok then.” They went back to her room. Lillian fell asleep in the warmth of Alexandres arms. ‘I could watch her the whole night. I still can’t believe how such a wonderful girl like her could ever love me.’
Posted on 04/26/2007 11:46 AM Comments (4)
April 13, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 8.Heart – Shaped Box Part 8: He’s confident, but he’s not aware, she doesn’t care.  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Morning after. Lillian was having breakfast. “Good morning Lil!” Alexandre almost sang it. “Hey” He took some toast “Somebody has had a good night.” Lillian said while pointing at a suspicious spot in his neck. “Yeah I know” Alexandre said, hiding the spot with his hands. “Yeah… I saw you and Julie kissing on the dance floor yesterday.” “Uh-uh.” “Well. I’m glad you’re happy” “Should I go to her place now?” “Uhh… I don’t know. You could try?” “Try?” “Maybe she’s still asleep. But you can try…” “Ok. Then I’ll go right now.” “Go get her, boy!” Lillian said. Trying to sound glad for him. Through the window she saw how he got in his car and how he drove away. She flopped down (?) on her bed and sighed. ‘This sucks’ Ten minutes later she heard someone closing the door. She went to see who it was. “Alex? What are you doing here?” “She isn’t home. Her mom said she was gone with some friends or something.” “Oh. OK.” “I’ll call her tonight.” “Yeah…” They started to study then. Lillian couldn’t concentrate with Alexandre in her neighborhood. So she went to her room and closed the door. Alexandre was wondering why. ‘What is wrong with her? Since yesterday she’s avoiding me. Why? Argh. I miss Julie. Where did she go? Doesn’t she have to study? Maybe she’s studying with her friends. Whatever. I can’t wait ‘till I hear her voice tonight.’ That evening: Alexandre said in the kitchen. He had his cell phone in his hand. He was a bit nervous to call Julie. Lillian was watching TV in the living room. She could hear him talk. “Hey girl.” “Oh hey Alexandre.” “How are you?” “Got some headache… You?” “Great.” “Glad to hear.” Alexander’s stomach was filled with butterflies. “Do you want to meet again?” “Uh…” “You know. Like a date.” “Alex?” “Yeah.” “What are you talking about?” Alexandre felt like someone punched him in the stomach so all the butterflies were smashed. “Ahm. Don’t you remember yesterday on the dance floor?” Julie sighed “Oh God. What have I done?” Now Alexandre was totally confused? “What? Julie. What’s wrong?” “Well I could ask you the same…” “Huh?” “I’m really sorry if I did something wrong, Alex. But I really can’t remember a thing that happened yesterday…” “Ohw..” “Yeah. After I said to Lillian my boyfriend broke up with me, everything is blurry. I … -“ “You had a boyfriend?” “Yes...” *Silence* Lillian, who was listening carefully, heard that things weren’t going like Alexandre had planned. “How come you don’t remember?” Alexandre said, breaking the silence. “I think someone put something in my drank.” “So all you did was when you were high?” “I did something that hurts now, didn’t I? Please tell me what I’ve done…” “Well…” “Please tell.” “After I said I loved you…-“ “You did what?!” “- …you kissed me” “I did what?!” “Yeah…” “Omg. I am so sorry Alexandre.” It hurt that she called him with his whole name. “I didn’t meant to.” And that hurt even more. “It was fake?” “I didn’t know what I was doing, Alex.” Awkward silence again. Alexandre thought he could faint every second. But at the same time he didn’t feel heart-broken. “Alexandre? Are you still there?” “Uhh… Yeah.” “Again! I’m so sorry.” “I understand.” He ended the conversation. And for some reason he already had the feeling something like this would happen. He entered the living room. “Hey. Are you OK?” “Yes.” “Are you sure?” “I a strange kind of way, yes.” “What?” “I don’t know why, but I don’t feel heart-broken. It hurts, I know it does.” “Maybe it was just a flirt?” “Maybe…” He looked at her. ‘I’m glad I have her. She really is the best friend ever.’ He jumped into the couch and sighed “Monday exams… Are you done with learning everything?” “Almost” Lillian answered. “Don’t let this situation ruin everything…” “No it won’t. I promise” “OK” “I still love you” He said with this cute smile on his face. “I mean… You’re my best friend… How many people would be this concerned about me..?” He looked deeply into her eyes. Lillian drowned in them. ‘Alex! Don’t do this to me!’ She started to blush. “I think I’m going to sleep.” “Now? It’s half past nine.” “Or listen to some music…” “Can I come. I want to be with you” ‘Alexandre?! What did you just said?’ “Oh. I understand you don’t want to be alone right now.” They went to Lillian’s room. They listened to Lillian’s CD’s and talked about several things. Suddenly: “I was wondering…?” “What?” “Why didn’t you told me you like Julie.” “Liked Julie… I don’t know…” ‘OMG! He said likeD Julie!’ “I thought it didn’t mattered…” ‘But it does!!’ Lillian wanted to scream that at him. But it felt like she lost her voice. “Oh… I see.” “I’m sorry.” “You shouldn’t be.” At 11 o ‘clock Alexandre went to his room. Lillian closed the door behind his back. She sighed and throw herself on her bed. She’d never felt this happy ànd confused at the same time. ‘Life’s complicated. No… I’m complicated…’ Alexandre throw himself on his bed to. He just figured out some things that made the situation even weirder than it ever had been before. ‘How can I be that mad about a girl and then don’t feel sad when she doesn’t feel the same way?’ He thought about Julie. And suddenly, when he had this image from her in his mind, he realized that Julie and Lillian could have been sisters. They really looked similar! ‘Aah… Lillian… This is weird. Why is life this complicated? Or is it just me who’s way to complicated?”
Posted on 04/13/2007 12:37 PM Comments (8)
April 11, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 7.Heart – Shaped Box. Part 7 : Cowards that hide behind their words, don’t care whose feelings will get hurt …  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alexandre walked over to her. His heart was almost jumping out of his chest. “Hey Julie!” “Oh hey Alex. How are you?” “I’m fine” ‘Damn Alex! Don’t be this nervous.’ “And you?” “Same” “Great. So are you doing something Friday?” “Friday? Uh… No… Why?” “Lillian and me will give a party Friday. And I was wondering if you wanted to come…” “Yeah fine … Can I bring some friends?” “Yeah sure!” “OK!” “See you later” “Yes” ‘OMG! She said yes!’ Alexandre was extremely happy. He went to Lillian. “Somebody’s happy..” “Hu?” “I said: Somebody’s happy…” “Yeah!” “Are you going to tell? Or shouldn’t I bother asking?” “You’ll see later” “Ohla… A third choice!” The next day: School went perfect. Every teacher let them study for the exams. Lillian was showering. Alexandre would hear her sing. ‘Damn. Her voice really sounds like Julie hers.’ He was looking at his ceiling. ‘I still can’t believe she said yes! Tonight’s going to be perfect!’ He turned his radio on and listened to his Enter Shikari – CD. Lillian came out of the shower. She dried her hair. Then she went to her room. She stood before her closet. ‘What should I wear?’ “ALEX!” “YES?!” “Can you come and help me?!” Alexandre entered the room. “What?” “I don’t know what to wear…” Alexandre looked in her closet. “Everything looks great on you… Don’t you worry!” “Alex… Help?” “Ahm… Oh! This cute dress.” He took a black strapless dress. “OK. Thank you.” She gave him a kiss on his cheek and went to the bathroom. Alexandre went back to his room. ‘Ah! I wanted to kiss him… And not on the cheek… Man this is confusing!’ Lillian put on her dress and did her hair in a messy ponytail. She wore black shoes with high heels. Alexandre was showering when she was putting the snacks on the table. She had made some punch and put the punchbowl on the same table. And also the plastic cups weren’t missing. Lillian was just ready putting everything on the right place when Alexandre came down the stairs. He wore jeans and a white shirt with a black tie. Lillian thought he looked very sexy. “At least there will be one beautiful person tonight on the dance floor” she said. Alexandre blushed. “Thanks.” The doorbell rang. “I’ll get it.” He said It was the DJ. A half hour later people started to arrive. Lillian noticed that Alexandre was nervous. When somebody was at the door he was the first to open it. She’s understand later… They danced and had the time of their life .. Until: *Doorbell rings* Alexandre opened the door “Julie! I’m glad you came!” “Yeah …” “Come in!” Julie went inside. Alexandre ran to the bathroom, checking if he looked OK. ‘Ok Alexandre! Stay calm… You’ve got nothing to lose!’ Lillian was giving Julie some punch. “Are you OK? You don’t look so great.” “Oh well.” “You can tell me. I can keep a secret.” Julie sighed “Well… My boyfriend just broke up with me..” “Oh no! I didn’t know you had a boyfriend. I’m so sorry for you!” “Nobody’s knows. He doesn’t have class at our school.” “Oh I see… I’m sooo sorry for you !!” Alexandre joined them. “Hey girls!” “Hey Alex!” they said both at the same time. Hours went by. Till finally: “This will be the last song for this night” the DJ said It was almost 4 AM. The last songs was ‘Breathe’ from Anna Nalick. “Would you wanna dance with me?” Alexandre nervously asked. “Ok” Julie (!) said. Lillian stood next to the punchbowl. She filled her cup and stared at the dance floor. While she was watching at the dancing crowd suddenly she dropped her cup: ‘Is that… ? No! It can’t!!’ But it could… There on the dance floor: she saw Alexandre and Julie kissing. No ! Making out. Things were getting pretty hot there… Lillian felt weird. She wanted to yell at Julie! ‘Why? Alexandre is my best friend. I should be happy for him.’ A half hour later, she and Alexandre were cleaning up the mess. They were picking up the cups. “Great party” “uh-uh” “Everybody who we invited came!” “uh-uh. Hm. I’m tired. See you tomorrow” “Yeah me to. Goodnight” Alexandre was to excited to notice Lillian was avoiding him. Lillian went to the bathroom. She looked in the mirror. ‘WTH is happening? Am I really loving my best friend? I can’t believe… When did that happened? I actually was jealous at Julie! Why does this stuff always happen to me ? ‘ She did some water in her face. But the weird feeling didn’t disappeared. Then she went to her room. Meeting a sleepless night. Alexandre was lying on his bed. He still couldn’t believe it! ‘I kissed her!’ He wished they were still dancing (kissing!) on the dance floor. ‘Well actually she kissed me…’ He thought about that evening **************************************************************************************** Julie and Alexandre were dancing. “Eh… Well… Julie… I have to confess something…” Julie giggled “What?” “Ahm… Julie?” “Hhe yeah dearest Alexii” “Ok…” he sighed “I have a crush on you Julie!” At first sight he thought she would slap him. But suddenly she took his head with her both hands and started to make out with him! He was surprised by it. **************************************************************************************** ‘This was the best night of my life!’
Posted on 04/11/2007 9:32 AM Comments (7)
April 2, 2007Heart - Shaped Box. Part 6.Heart-shaped box
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